the crush....

i have not had a crush in years
or so i will say if someone else was here
nothing else to hide from or fear
until i bring my hand close to your ear
and try to make music from the tear
of my heart
next to you

you say it is inappropriate to walk this line
i say rejection never looked so fine
i am done with love like yesterday
just to find a little fairy near
soon to be gone
but let me try
to sing a new song of original meaning
it is to you i have been waiting,leaning
no need for conversation when love comes
or is it just the crush?
then God bless the old word
for you are the swagger, the temple, the sword

and if it is how it is advertised in my heart
it will pass by fast
too quick for words or reason
just an old song for the new season

and if it is what i say it is
you have nothing to fear
tolkien or soyinka need not bother
no epic or saga to depict
it is just an end

and if it is only a crush
then before these words are read
i would have moved on

but i saw you in prime age
and something in me moved
like snow on the end of winter
like the last rain in june
like the marsh road of smeagol ending
something moved

so.....perhaps...it is time...to freak out
for number one
may be number two
afterall.